Sooo The last time I wrote a Journal entry for DA was in December. And I thought I should put one even tho no one reads these xDD But I felt like it and yeah. How am I doing Now? I'm ok, really tired lately. Not like sleep deprived tired but just tired. I don't know why. I guess it's school and my grades are falling below my usual and I'm working/studying hard to bring them back up. I never put an entry about what happened at school did I? Well 3 people were arrested for drugs. One was my best friends boyfriend, another was my crush. How sad. I don't really want to get into it because I guess I'm over it and feel like getting past it. I've been feeling kinda lonely lately. But not sad; like I'm just stick in this neutral phase. I hate feeling like one of those people who pushes everyone away; but I feel like that sometimes. Haha, Nessa who never lets anyone in on how she really feels. Because No one is getting past her barrier. -Sigh- It snowed on Thursday; it was beautiful. Made me feel really homesick. A surprise to Texas history to have the snow like we did. It melted today I'm really sad about it. On Thursday I played in the snow twice and once on Friday and once more today. I mostly liked just laying down in the snow and staring up at the sky. Haha. It's sad that I feel kinda pathetic. Oh well. Can't escape how I feel about myself. Write to you later love =]